najipah u olls

veluuuu

2011-12-03T08:16:00.000-08:00

herrooooo! it's been so long since i've updated.

i'm at camp now, and there's nothing much to say.

i miss this blog, there's just so much memories here. i'm not gonna delete this blog, those people who delete their blog posts are just stupid, they should either save it, or create a new blog = LIKE ME but i won't ever abandon this blog.

okay whatever, okay anyway, it's been a year since i've been to Japan. so...

Happy Anniversary! :)

i really feel like sending a letter to my foster parents but im a lazy bitch bar har har. okay i'll do it on monday or tuesday.

my grandma's been sick for a few days now. ugh, the feeling is horrible. i love my grandma a lot and i will feel terrible if she is gone now, but i'll always have to be ready because my mum said it's near her time and she's actually very strong for her age (she's 85). so i will pray everyday and hopefully Allah will give her the strength to live.

and i'm thinking of applying for Germany on the AFS program next year. or maybe, just the Green Academy cus i heard it's cheaper and in form 5, i'm going for the YES scholarship interview. i dont know if i will get it, but you know, i gotta let my inner NAJIHA shine!

and looking at all the gorgeous winter clothing.... :(

oh yeah, kalau korang nak tau, aq ada hot newzzzz tapi kalau sempat next year pun news akan panas seperti sekarang huhu jk

OKAY BABAI

what is this?

2011-11-08T23:51:00.000-08:00

Hello!

so i haven't been effective after pmr. i still remember i made a long mental note of to-do things after pmr, but..

FAIL, GAGAL!

so i'm gonna bleach my hair soon :) light golden brown, not the rustic one. rustic brown makes some people look like a rempit. HAHA BIARLA REMPIT KE TAK REMPIT KE

and i'm going for Kem Kemahiran this friday. honestly, i'm not looking forward for it cus' aneesa's not going. #MenangisSungai one of the to-bring items are kayu kering. wtf, esok jelah cari, today's a hot day.

nak hantar surat dekat Okasan la. BYEBYE

bored out of my skin, but not doing anything about it.

joti camp

2011-10-19T08:55:00.000-07:00

HI THAR

THE OTHER BLOG

joti camp was okay. not to say it was the best camp, and not to say it was the worst. so we were paired up and divided into labs. i was in Mac lab while the other forms are in the windows lab. so basically we have to complete tasks. there were 6 phases in total :

1) international understanding

2) i.t.

3) world scouting

4) something

5) something

6) our future

okay so at first, i thought that the phases are gonna be easy so i started with the i.u. thinking that i'm gonna complete all. by evening i was already pulling my hair off cus' it was bloody hard. well, anyway, me and my partner, cassie, we managed to finish it last minute, like before they key in our marks. sucks to be us lol.

we had to do 5 sentences of different languages, talk to a foreign scout in another language, do a whole facts about 3 countries, 5 children's rights, the most important child's right and why, a situation where a child's right is not respected and an essay of more than 500words on my opinion on children's rights, and write about United Nations.

plus drawings and designs. and some of them you have to do it in microsoft words and i accidentally do it in my logbook so i had to edit and transfer a lot of things. sigh* yes, i know it sounds easy but there were a lot of things i had to cope with. or so i say. :/

and i was also struggling with the Mac. ugh, seriously. i was like wtf wtf the whole time but then i got used to it thank god. and thank felix of course. he was like oh press diz and dat and he thought me how to troll with macs so yeah.

and malam kebudayaan sucked. i mean the weather was. it was so hot and humid, i was going to die. but anyway, i loved my patrol so much. seriously, funniest people on earth.

and sleeping felt so good. i slept between aneesa and the wall and it was cool and quite aahhh sweet sleep until aneesa goes all kok leong "Najiha Nolizan" on me in the morning. well yeah, thanks anyway i might've been late.

basically, it isn't adventurous, we spent like 6 hours on the computer writing, googling, reading and chatting. no, it isn't fun. it's more fun to do physical activities.

met new friends, got certs and badges so yay !

I AM SO GONNA WIN NEXT YEAR'S BEST LOGBOOK. ba dum tss

captain?

2011-10-14T03:28:00.000-07:00

joti tomorrow. the briefing sounds exciting but scary at the same time. be punctual, punctual and punctual. be particular about things, make sure you know what you're doing etc.

gonna sew my badge tonight and if i'm rajin i'll re-wrap my book. and i don't even have plastic cover somebody kill me nao. and clean up my room.

okay anyway, i have a twitter (finally, lol)

Follow me : @EpulKelana

there's pun intended in the name so don't ask me why i'm Epul.

Nikki goes to Lagoon

2011-10-13T04:11:00.000-07:00

went to Lagoon yesterday with my girls. i went with Marini and when we reached there, the counter wasn't open and some homeless people; assyifa, illy, iqa and annur were there already. memang kaunter bukak pukul 9.30. lol. so we walked around pyramid and iqa and annur got sno. then there were some Aussie boys at the cars display and whatthemiddlefinger semua masuk dalam the car. I WANNA BE IN THAT CAR TOGETHER.

#LeCreys

entered, stuffed our junks in the lockers, and ran straight for the rides. i went for the blue slide with assyifa. man, my adrenaline was kicking! then we went for the snakes' slides. after that we went for the mat thingy where you go down head first. that's my favourite for no reason. and one of the aussie boy offered me his mat. y'olls be jealous now.

cobra log

MY FAVOURITE

after that we played in the wave pool and illy became a mermaid and assyifa became a shark. tak mengaku kawan masa tu. hmh. went on the roller coasters after that. tres yey! and went on the ship where it goes 360. i swear to god, i've been on thousands of roller coasters but the ship scares me the most. seriously. but i sat at the second row and it wasn't scary at all. babi. duduk depan cam.... nak menangis after that.

someone died before~

lols to assyifa for being scared riding this

retsu go!

can't remember where we went after that. made assyifa go on tomahawk lol so cute assyifa tutup mata tak menjerit langsung. and after that we went to extreme park. man, i love that place. tried mostly new things there ; kayaking (although it was blasting hot cus' me and anno didn't wanna go on the boat cycling thingy), motor car APV thingy (hope i'm right), paintball, archery and bungee trampoline. FUN i tell you. wanted to try the flying fox but too many people so we went for lunch straight away at Marybrown's. i had chicken burger and mountain dew.

the we went for screampark. okay, fine, i didn't go in at first cus' i was kinda scared (HAHAHAHAHAHA) so i waited outside cam orang gila. then the hantu was like calling me to go in and i was like "nay". i went in after that. heh, bukannya scary pun. bodoh punya hantu pergi sembang. nasib baik comel. kalau tak, tak terkata memang kena tumbuk already. and i was screaming like a maniac and the kuzairi or who ever asked me to shut up cus' he's scared of girls' screams.

laugh out loud.

then we went to pyramid, got myself tutti frutti and hot & roll.

when i came home, i told my sister and mom to take a bit of my hot & roll. and my sister pergi habiskan. ya allah, perasaan aku hancur remuk bagai kaca hempas ke batu. i was pissed off seriously. dahlah baru cakap with marini about how i hate people taking my food. zz.

and thanks marini for sending me back :)

to sum it up, it was awesome :D i wanna do it all again. and i spent exactly RM 117. worth it.

gonna complete my log books and study the scouts' law and get ready for JOTI'11 at sri kl this saturday. yay that we're going to spend most of our time in the computer lab and nay for completing log books.

with love Nikki. (not Nicki, Nikki)

I am... Sasha Fierce

2011-10-11T08:27:00.000-07:00

"Don't trust those who said you can't be yourself" -Saiful Kelana, Puchong

"Tanpa kau, hidup aku macam tiada muzik, kerana muziklah hidupku" -Saiful Kelana, Puchong

"hidup ni bermacam ragam, kau kena ikut arusnya jika kau tak mahu ketinggalan" -Sharif Mansor Badrul Zaman, Kajang, Selangor

"orang berubah, kau pun berubah, mungkin kau tak perasan sebab aku tengok kau sekarang kau dah lawa" -gatal jiwang boi from pavi, Pavillion, Kuala Lumpur

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i'm having mixed feeling tonight. it feels really good to finish pmr. but what worries me is form 4. my indices are terrible which means i'm going to struggle for add maths next year. so i guess i'll have to start tutor soon.

and i'm not sure if i should apply for sbp. oh well. honestly i don't think i'm going to get based on my trials results. but if i get, i think i'm going. i need some exposure on being independent.

BUT ANYWAY, today's a good day. had skype marathon yesterday and woke up at 11 today with no one home makes me feel like a boss. then i made grilled cheese sandwich and hot chocolate and sat on the couch watching rules of engagement followed by how i met your mother. then it wasn't so noisy outside cus' there's some babi construction going on and well yeah, it wasn't very noisy. after that my sister came home and brought me lunch : nasi goreng and fried chicken with acar. damn, it was just good. then i went online and internet wasn't being an ass and i listened to my favourite music. later, i painted my barbies' hair and they turn out great. then i had roti canai with egg and chocolate waffles for dinner.

yeah well, all together it's a great day.

but i can't watch Kim's wedding cus mama is watching some ceramah. sigh*

and i'm going to Lagoon tomorrow skipping school. so excited but i don't know what to wear cus all my t-shirt tak pernah basuh berlonggok kat dalam bilik. haha. reason? pmr.

pmr la jadi excuse semua benda kan.

and i'll have to clean up my room. macam tongkang pecah.

so gonna sleep now and pack my bag.

with love, Epul

Barbie needs patience!

2011-10-10T08:55:00.000-07:00

pmr's over! tres yey! i've got so many plans minus empire. bahah. yeyeyeyeye pmr woo woo. congo everybudey!

finished pre-dying my barbie's hair! somehow, the red dye that i made 6 months ago on a blonde barbie is permanent and after attempts of washing it, it became rustic brown with blond streaks. she looks like a whore now and i dyed red before cus' i liked Paramore at that moment :3

okay so now i'm going to dye it so i could turn it into this colour :

and tip dye light blond to it. dirty chestnut brown hihi.

and for my other blonde, i'm going to dye it pink! like Xiaxue.

cus' she's a fucking attention seeker so will my barbie be. xoxo

she was a black haired turned brown, turned black, turned blond, turned pink. i love her!

but i'm planning to dye it black also. never had a black-haired barbie before.

okay so how to die you barbie's hair :

you'll need :

1) conditioner or one of those 'hair softening cream'. ~~i have loads of the since my sister uses them and keeps changing brands. lul.~~

2) paint. watercolour or whatever. not oil paint tho.

directions :

1) slightly wet your barbie's hair.

2) mix the paint and the conditioner.

3) paint thoroughly your barbie's hair.

4) leave it for a few days. (or weeks or months for super permanent result)

___

5) rinse and condition it

6) leave it for 10 minutes

7) rinse and comb the hair

8) leave it to dry NOT UNDER HEAT.

9) comb

10) VOILA. NEW DYED HAIR FOR BARBIE.

~~C'MMON BARBIE LET'S GO PARTY!~~

it's easy and fun to do. get your barbies now and start painting!

p/s : never try to use a straightener or curler for your barbie's hair cus they'll end up frizzing. i learnt my lesson the hard way.

greasy and crunchy, i'm lavin'

2011-10-07T08:29:00.000-07:00

how do you like my banana background?

pmr was... umm idk. it was okay. yeah, i guess the whole hard subjects balances the easy ones. so i guess it's pretty neutral.

laugh out loud. i'm joking.

and stupid invigilator pergi pukul orang. eh aku tak tidurla. eh pukims and can't you see my that i was done and why can't we sleep. really. ugh. and the other one slowed down the fan. i'm like....

eh kau tak ambik exam ok.

oh well. i know i'm not suppose to use the internet. but you know me, i'm just... me.

and seriously, all those bitchass niggas checking their answers and posting up "omygod an A :)" on their statuses are dumb shit.

like okay, an A, but you don't have to put others down.

OKAY HAVE TO SLEEP NOW CUS I HAVE TO STUDY KH AND MATHS LIKE YEAH.

these are my after pmr plans. you are welcome.

i'm having tongue boner. go watch the others.

tas

agi idup agi ngalaban

2011-09-30T03:18:00.000-07:00

would you believe me if i said i was going to be a pilot when i grow up? :)

pmr in 3.

All the best everyone! :)

with love, KO45

till the sunrise up,

2011-09-24T11:18:00.000-07:00

bitch you so desperate i'm just kidding i'm kutuking no one cus i baik. period. till pmr ends that is.

the previous post is so emo wtf. okay, that particular bitch is actually just a stupid old crap. i just got sad for no reason. haha buduhs buduhs. omagah, pmr in 9 days. i'm scared as cunt but i'm just here like....

tuts my barreh, roll me on the flow, russel me around, prey with me summore~~

my mom told me not to use the internet but me, being super rebellious lol, am using it. i didn't open any social webs. : fb, twitter, wtsoever. oh except skype. HAHA SKYPE. duhh, it's not going to hold me back on the internet for a long time. V^.^V i feel accomplished.

and she told me not to go anywhere. especially with my injured leg that almossssssttttttt kena stitched.

it was raining and the wind was so strong that it blew the rain into the house from the ventilation ceiling thingy and i was going upstairs and i slipped and hit my leg on edge of the stair. at first, i was neutral, then my leg was so pain i started crying. alone, no one was at home. so seds. cam orang gila. and i ran for the minyak nyok and put it on my bruise and blood was everywhere. and when my mom came home, she suspected a broken leg. but i was like... no.

then we went to massage my leg and the lady said i had to get stitches or the bruise's gonna take a long time to heal. my choice : time. i dun kaer.

and assyifa terlanggar my kaki twice. TWICE. i feel like lecreying.

so yeah. and eveybody's stressing me to study like homagash najiha studyyyyyyyy.

fuq yew.

i like it when people call me najiha. i mean, naj? yeah, but najiha. pure. LIKE A VIRGIIIIIIIIIN~

but yeah, i'm scared. honestly.

i will party hard after pmr. you'll see.

lotsolove, najiha.

LAUGH OUT LOUD.

2011-09-18T04:11:00.000-07:00

had fun this weekends. but this feeling that i had not long time ago spoiled it all.

my life has been dull and boring, solemnly creeping slowly, but looking back at it, when you are anticipating for something, it comes slower, it ticks heavily, dragging your thoughts miserably. but when you're not looking forward for an event, it comes so quick to you, creeps up to you like a fanatic fan meeting his or her idol.

not that my life is screwed up but this feeling i'm having, this thoughts i'm thinking, i feel so miserable. i hate to think of the consequences, it only makes me feel worse. with pmr coming, i'm not ready, i feel like shit. i feel dreadful. i know i'm not ready and i should get to studying but i am not doing anything.

i have such weird moods, my manners can be so random at times.

other than being depressed, i am really looking forward to next year. knowing that i have to undergo some changes, i am definitely looking forward to it. but my mom gave me two options; both are wins. honestly, i'd rather go for the second option but i am afraid, thrilled but excited at the same time. the first option looks like an adventure, a good one, so i don't mind if my mom picks it out for me.

i know i should just blab this on my private blog, but that blog, just so much emotions in it. i read it and i feel so hurt. like a healing scar just being tore again. i don't see why a person should drag a person sinking when he/she is just going to let him/her go again. that's how i felt. sinking, helped, then being drowned again. sometimes i just hope i'm drowning forever. it doesn't matter now, i guess. looks like that she's enjoying all the attention she's getting. well yes, i'm jealoused. i'm jealoused that you don't appreciate me like how you show your appreciation to all those bitches you said things behind about. not that i mind you being hypocrite, but you treat me like someone who could you be with when you're alone. JUST so you don't look like you were #foreveralone. someone you could laugh with and share secrets with.

she is not who she was and we are not who we were.

well, i shall move on with my life. and apply idk, mederma or something on this car. bio-oil maybe to support malaysia?

laugh out loud.

ayam kapitan

2011-09-12T05:55:00.000-07:00

PLEASE DON'T BE SUCH A MCDONALD'S WIFI

so i haven't been keeping up with my countdown. damn son, pmr's close and i haven't really studied. i've started doing sets. hopefully i'm not too late. okay so my aim before pmr is too study like shet and eat all i want but after pmr, i have to shed those pounds. and spend my time with books yeah. so gerak gempur has started, and i'm just like "what is number dis, dat, what is diz?!!!!" i dont feel like going to school tomorrow but i'm sure mama's gonna force me. "YOU DAH TAK PI SEKOLAH 3 HARI DAH NI TAK NI TU NI TU NI". sigh*

went to Ju's open house yesterday. was kinda awkward cus i was the only one from 4. other than that, met haris, abang gedang (lol) and johnathan. haha johnathan sumpah muka macam ruhielan. mindblown. and soon weng and others. i miss them. ju's burnt mac and cheese is delishes i sholl kam egen neks taim. and we camwhored like shit. juju attention seeker lol.

lol lol lol

i need a phone x

final countdown

2011-09-04T02:17:00.000-07:00

my skin looks disgusting.

random updates : so i've been missing school because i've been down with fever. excuse me for the bad weather and it's super hazy lately and we don't do anything at school beside doing test papers which sucks. oh and i've been studying ! well, cus, i felt bad that i got terrible results for trials and it's unfair to my parents cus' they've done so much things for me so i guess, straight A's will at least satisfy them.

and i'm applying for asrama penuh. hoping to get seri puteri har har. ~~ain, sabreena, diyana, aida, sarah and arina~~ ~~are gonna be sooooo proud of me.~~

it's a joke. but i'm still applying anyway with 2% chances.

i've got lots of plans after pmr so i'm gonna get back to studying.

i sound so determined but the truth is, i took 3 hours to finish a set of maths paper.

random updates : didn't go to school today. suppose to do language studies (bm and english but i ended up doing 20q's of bm only) i'm trying to be as rajin as possible. and i have science tuition at 9 tonight. so malas.

oh and i changed my layout. let the kitty stare into your soul. oOo.

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Raya '11

2011-09-02T09:35:00.000-07:00

camat hawi wayew

beg sebelum balik kampung

(p/s : that book is amazing!)

pisang

kak min bibik setia masak ayam masak merah

tangkap gambar guna tripod macam orang gila dekat tepi tasik

kononnya 'candid'

so my aunt said "photographers get the least attention because they don't get their photo taken, although all shots are done by them" so... i thought....

masyaallah botaknya.

kucing setia yang takut dengan sugar glider

okay so raya was kinda boring. there's more pictures but i'm too lazy to upload them and they all looked damn good! thanks to my Pen!

so umm duit raya macam tak banyak this year, bukan makin tua makin banyak ke....

okay wtf it's ike the economy.

heh, dulu boleh dapat duit raya now people look at you like "too old for moneyz"

sigh*

okay dah muak dah makan ketupat and rendang.

i miss Ramadhan. it went so fast.

Early Raya

2011-08-29T04:19:00.000-07:00

hai thar!

it's 7:11 p.m. now and i'm super excited for tonight because it's gonna be malam 1 Syawal. and anyway, i'm spending it with my family at my grandma's house in taiping. we're all hyped up since we are loaded with fire crackers! other than that, my cousin downloaded a whole season of How I Met Your Mother and there's internet connection.

gonna have beef steak, ayam goreng kampung and some other nommy stuffs tonight!

gona miss Ramadhan tho :/

i know i've done a lot of wrongs so forgive me if i realized it or not.

Selamat Hari Raya! :)

maaf zahir batin

eye heart ew

2011-08-20T09:52:00.000-07:00

it's 12 a.m. now and goddammit i'm suppose to be asleep cus' i gotta study like shet tomorrow (didn't study at all today HA). oh well. i'm doing some intense videography/cinematography. i've been interested in them since forever but.. idk. pursuing them in college!

went raya shopping today. got only 2 tops and some headbands and a backpack. okay, i know... backpack in august, wat. i'm kinda thinking what i shall do with it... since i'm not going to adelaide.. and that bag... is... so... expensive... non-refundable.... saw another pettier bag in the same shop..... wat...... dead.... broke.... yey.... okey...

i'm kinda sad. money wasted. this is why i hate shopping.

shopping is my guilty pleasure

because i don't know how to shop well ha

so, going to kumpul money for raya and spending them on :
a) travelling money (if i get 8A's HA)
b) SHOPPING (tempting HA)
c) ipod touch (like i'm gonna get banyak sangat suit raya HA)

yeah yeah. i like ranting on my blog. i should do another blog with much decent writings.

and happy birthday to Fozi and Jun Hao (unexpecting twins!) love you fozi i miss you and wanna so so so see you!

kame kamee HAAAAAAA. bye

typical friday night

2011-08-19T08:30:00.000-07:00

just another friday night of trials' week. so far i screwed up my b.m. paper. science and sejarah were okay. anyway, if i tak tukar jawapan last minute, i would've gotten 100 for sejarah. i checked. heh, #lyfe but yeah, A is on the way. alhamdulillah.

okay so my mom picked up a box at the post office and it was for me! it was from kenneth! and inside was a letter (super sweet, nanti i post HD), two toblerones and a keychain.

i teared up. idk why. i'm so happy right now.

Thanks Kenny love you xoxo

_________________________

my love for Toblerones! and yep, these two are my favourites.

ANTOINE DODSON

GHETTO GLAM

what

lol filling my blog with webbie photos. bye x

cousins for life

2011-08-06T10:04:00.000-07:00

waiting for my parents to sleep because we wanna sleep in the living room. heh lamanya.

and now we're rating boys on tumblr, karaoke-ing to katy perry's and dev's songs and finding the cheapest rate to adelaide.

mai mai, the boys are just...

lol ok didn't study today. i'm dead hek hek.

Head to toe

2011-08-05T08:29:00.000-07:00

so i got my name tag already. the name that i ordered was NAJIHA NORIZAN. wtf, okay menyesal, why didn't i just put NAJIHA. seriously. i'm annoyed by my name tag. and my blazer badge hilang. yey i'm dead sharmaine's gonna lecture me on monday huray.

so i've made some drastic changes in myself and i'm really proud of it. i do receive negative feedbacks but who cares, right? in the end of the day you stand alone. and i do not feel awkward or anything, i feel.. normal actually haha.

yeah, okay memboyan jap guna kain tudung yang dijadikan penutup komputer.

yo yo whassap whassap berasap lolol

love frenz hate enemiez

bapok jalanan mintak nombor

okay so PMR is in exactly 8 weeks.

baiklah saya akan belajar mulai esok dengan sekuat hatinya.

ponchos and many mo'

2011-07-31T01:00:00.000-07:00

so yesterday was Fourian Fare! it was a long, tiring and hectic week for me because i was in charge of food and all. but of course, i can't do it all without my class, 3 Socrates. Thank you so so so so very much for all your hard work and cooperation and tolerance towards my temper and impatience haha. (especially Laila and Adibah)

alhamdulillah our stall was amazing! the foods and drinks were sold out, and i managed to enjoy myself although my head was throbbing the whole time. i even danced during flashmob walaupun tak tau steps ^___^

and getting to meet cat and afiq :D hehe cat so pretty like normal and afiq... afiq so TOMEI PAKAI GLASSES HAHAHAHA MACAM KANAK-KANAK TADIKA 8)

i think this year's was better. maybe because i was carrying some burden and to see everything going smoothly (not at first) and to see that all those hardwork being paid off :) and abang nashy bought something from my stall. ha ha ha. and i saw I's family :3

(okay so the reason why it wasn't going smoothly at first because it rained and the electric cable got wet and the oven wasn't working and some other issues)

and i didn't get to go to any haunted house and hang out with aneesa :(

partner in crime and the person i like to annoy the most :)

our coupons. not bad ay ;)

can't believe asila actually took this pic. haha muka assyifa macam baru nampak nenek kebayan terbang.

Sunantha!

okay, very little pictures but anyways, this is the best picture of the day.

my body is aching now and my eyes are swollen lul. i'm like a zombie now.

huhu okay i'm going out later for a tea date.

and of course,

Selamat Berpuasa to all muslims :)
^______^

*\(^u^)/*

have a great Ramadhan!

Last Friday Night,

2011-07-23T11:01:00.000-07:00

"up or down, expect the other way round"

Hi there! it's 12 a.m. now and i'm gonna do a quick update on two best days of this week!

taekwondo tournament was today and although Sir said that i didn't have to wakil for anything, i did! i took part in free sparring and won a gangsa medal! better something than nothing ay? and for the first round i lost to a 17 year old who was so freaking tall but so freaking kurus and she tackled me all the time with her super slick moves. 2nd round was when DIS QURLLLL her name is aisah or something twisted my arm because she was losing or something like that. she got a foul so she was quickly disqualified. LOL. silver goes to the person who sparred with DAT QURLLL because her kicks are just... aaaaaaahhhhhh, amazing!

just so you know, i am under black belt so thank god that QURLLL got disqualified because it was pretty tough. haha bitch. okay fine i overreacted a bit but it was worth it. then she bitch-stared me but i was just like "nyaaaahhh qurlllll". after that went home and didn't sleep because i was too lazy to sleep lol. my arm dah tak sakit dah. yay!

so aneesa, do you wanna see my medal? it's heavy >:)

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so yesterday was Prefect Dinner! was held at Victorian Ballroom in Holiday Villa.

i seriously love holiday villa, although i've been there for like 1234564321 times. hihi.

came early with reuben because i was doing registration. i was the first girl there.

yep, so this is it! :D very loose but i guess it was worth the RM 80 :)

i hate myself here but tralala love this picture sebab gambar bersam Puan Sri Reen!

bersama Datin Alleysa! hot and glams you!

other forms' performances were good! but i think we were the best haha.

Form 3's performance : a sketch on Malaysians.

i was a lousy narrator.

SCENE 1 : TYPICAL MALAYSIANS IN A LIBRARY

the scene boards were made last minute out of sugar paper and chalk

SCENE 2 : GANGSTERISME

SCENE 3 : HOW MOST MALAYSIANS BULLY TOURISTS

SCENE 4 : TYPICAL GATAL MALAYSIAN DRIVERS (which i tercakap gatal malaysians driving lul)

Wind in mah hair

wau, puan sri reen kita you! gatai!

and thanks to Victor for controlling the music effects and haz and mel for helping around with the performance!

apakah......

-.-

nah amik kau terkangkang habis okay i was unbalanced because when we bowed, the guys went at different time so i was there being pulled down. why dafuq was i even in the middle T_T

the MC's

Form 3's ! this was when i became an attention whore so i stood in the middle. MOTHER ATTENTION SEEKER BAIIII

i love Marini's dress! i was really pissed of with whoever that said tak boleh pakai shawl kena pakai cardigan kimak sedangkan she didn't. if not puan sri would've looked more da bomb!

i had to put in tissues into my wedges because i had no other footwear -.- mum gave it all away T_T

WE OLLS GLAMS YOU!

everybody looked so pretty and so handsome :3 i'm sorry if this post only concentrates towards form 3's only. i'm too lazy to put up the others.

anyway,

best dressed girl is Sakinah

best dressed boy is Azhary

cutest couple are Arina and Faizal and Eleeza and Megat (i swear to God both couples are super comel)

miss congeniality is Safura

mr. congeniality is Tuck Cheng

That's all!

to summarize it up, the food is blegh but the dinner was awesome. next year will be our turns :/ so thank you to the Form 4's for organizing it. not like any of you are reading this.

and one more picture that i missed out form the previous post :

aaaah...... sweet victory

okay so sorry lah kalau post ni annoying cus i don't really know what to update about and i dont want my blog to be dead.

because it will be soon cus' i'm gonna start studying for PMR already.

Sayonara bebes! ♥

p/s : the japanese cultural club to me is quite lame. sorry. sorry to say but this club only revolves around anime, manga and cosplays. what about the tradition, history and food of Japan? it sucks to know that this club introduces Japan from a wrong perspective. sux2belykdis.

GO HURRICANES!

impressive, depressive

2011-07-21T06:49:00.000-07:00

MY COCK STARE IS FUCKING AWESOME. I LOVE ME MWAH MWAH.

i heard kok leong kena buang sekolah. oh yay ♥

haha, my blog is filled with laced dress pictures. i found the dress already but i'm pairing it with tights so i don't think it'll be a great combo, but i guess it's just a do or die situation. perempuan melayu terakhir duhh. or maybe i should get a new dress tomorrow, teehee :B a maxi dress maybe ;)

wasted the whole 4 periods on dinner performance practise. i could have stayed in class and studied cus most of them were'nt coorperating so i felt like punching everybody that time. dahlah i tengah puasa, sabar jelah.

since this blog is dead, let me update on what has recently happened : (or dah berzaman tapi demi kenangan, post jelah)

phantom of the bilik seminar tafak

such a beautiful photo :') subash, your digital camera's good!

okay, so we had to walk towards foyer A to get our badge passing through a line of guard of honour. and why la Faizal looks so good here :( all the guys did. girls are like semua muka shitty.

/dead/ dahlah kain senteng. ish, disturbing gila. my blazer was taken away, chad lyfe :(

sports day was great too! the weather was amazing so thank God! scouts won first for marching! ♥ ~~and i was expecting pbsm to get 2nd but they didn't so i think the judges are blind.~~

and my bag got stolen ; pencil box, buku bogel (nude book), phone and science notes = GONE

i cried. i seriously did. the stuffs that i had in the bag are my life. so fuck ya ya mothafucka. nak ambik phone ambik jelah, sampai bag semua pun nak curi. kimak. _|_ _|_ semoga hidup kau tidak aman sampai kau pulangkan balik hak aku. ahah scary or what. kidding, hope you return it kindly.

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be her fan please :) and Jestem Kasia so purdy mad love ♥

off to do homework now! tata!

untitled

2011-07-08T09:10:00.000-07:00

i'm looking for this dress to wear for prefect dinner. been eyeing for it since ever! saw one at Dorothy Perkins the other day, costed 250 ringgit. pass. i just burned my money repairing my phone, i'm not gonna spend 250 on this. oh well, i guess i'll have to keep looking.

i have lots of things in my mind but i'll let it out soon or later, i'm sleepy.

btw congrats to aneesa for getting first plce in high jump! so proud of you walaupun hanya memberi sokongan lisan, and also to wani, for replacing me and getting 2nd in long jump!

im cho pwoud. ~~and so angry with abang nashy wtf wtf.~~

okay also,

Happy Birthday to my baby boo Assyifa Abu Bakar! :)

dah setahun 2 minggu bertahan berkekalan alhamdulillah <3

okay nak cari gambar together tak jumpa and malas nak cari, so bye!

tiada motif

2011-07-01T10:05:00.000-07:00

okay it's 1 a.m. now and i have 1 Malaysia run to attend tomorrow. i don't get the whole point but i'll be attending, walking and plugging my ears into my phone for the sake of 14 koko points.

okay so idk why i'm here, it's late and i feel stupid. PMR's about 2 months away and i dont see any improvements and change in myself. oh well :/

so i will make a change by tomorrow or next monday. NEXT MONDAY YAYZZZZ.

Cheer '11 is postponed to 22nd, so sad~

2011-06-25T08:36:00.000-07:00

it's been a year since you're gone, and i can still remember all the things you have done for me, all the things you have sacrificed for me and all the love you have showed me. i'm sorry for all the mistakes i've done, i promise if you're watching me, you will see me successful, just as you've always wanted. i pray for you everyday and i know Allah will take care of you. i miss you but i know you belong to Him more than you belong to me. Happy birthday, I love you and may Allah bless you, ibu.

asmara jumaat di tasik chini

2011-06-24T10:08:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHA OMG THIS THIS IS IS ME ME ME ME ME.

today is the best friday ever this year, period. Scouts won first for marching today and everyone cheered and we got awesome compliments and well, all my ~~fans~~ friends made my day today <3

i was pissed off before but i'm all good since this morning hihi

had to go home with Assyifa cus' my sister went to Subang Parade with my dad and forgot about me, wtf. tengs assyifa, lifesaver. lepastu bawak lunch Nabeyaki Udon from Sushi King, like every single time the same thing. i like that thing but i'm sick of it, seriously -.-

came home and went to tuition and slept in class and i heard the guys beside me laughing cus i kept nodding and falling to sleep but i macam boss so i just terangguk-angguk mamai the whole time. fts

after that, i'm supposed to watch the seniors play handball but i was too lazy to go so i stayed home and rested.

ken said i played very well today. umm, yeah, so happy sebab tak practice tapi macam luck was on my side so i did well. uhux.

ate burger and hot dog, mocha and cincau for dinner in my sister's room and jadi makcix gossip 101. explored her new phone after that, iPhone 4. cibai. sila terjun bangunan terima kasih.

Kenneth finally called, he said he was sorry for MIA during the hols. well yeah, you were. i'm kinda pissed off by that but thanks for making up my day anyways <3

it's a lovely day and i'll go now, tata!

futsal competition tomorrow!

slapped in the face

2011-06-15T07:37:00.000-07:00

HEY! been a while since i've updated. okay sorry if this is crappy. just wanted to announce that I got

8A'S FOR MY MID-YEAR EXAM :D

alhamdulillah!

i'm so happy! at first i got 74 for maths and i was like

SO CLOOOOOOSE!

then the omr machine thingy marked wrongly so teacher corrected it and i got a 75, an A. i know it's a low A, but still.......... kay i suck at maths i know. but still.............

my mom didn't believe me when i got straight A's. and my sister was like, your A's are low. true that but, whatever, let me enjoy the moment.

and like i promised, anything lower than 80, 3 cm of my hair's gonna go. so i got 75 for 3 subjects, sooooo, Off With The Hair! okay soon, not now :/

and i am in charge of my class's food stall for fourian fare. yay? hmm, hope dis' gon' be gud

kaylah, it's 10.30 p.m. now and i shall sleep. i'm excited for hand ball practise!

~~i'll get my blogging mood back, hopefully :/~~

i was a Gaijin, and might, probably, insyallah, be again.

2011-06-05T10:43:00.000-07:00

I AM THE ONLY ONE FROM SMK USJ 4, and there is no one from 12 and no one i know. challenge declined but forced to accept.

when i received my letter, i was like "oh crap, i don't want to go to this interview". i mean, the only reason why i signed up was because my mom asked me too. okay fine, the other half of me wanted to go too. i was and still am nervous for the interview. it's on this wednesday. so i browsed around for afs tips, yeah, they're all good. so kudos to the blogs that posted up tips. i'm too lazy to share so you can search on Google like i did.

HAHA SO MEAN RIGHT. K I'M SORRY, i closed all of them and i'm such a lazy-ass to post them up. meheheheheheehehehehehehhehee. Google~

yeah, so i WAS not looking forward for the interview, but now i am. of course, i have a very very very thin chance of passing, but insyaallah, with hardwork and a little luck, i might. i am looking forward for it since i read all the blogs who are AFS returnees from Japan. I AM A RETURNEE TOO ~~(who does not update her blog about it duhh)~~ and not an AFS member. pfft. they give me excitement to actually WANT passing the interview. everything they wrote was so, out of the body experience.

heh, i feel like crying thinking about Japan. i miss it there.

okay so if i do not pass, i'll accept it like a, BOSS. yeah, k tak make sense pun. this interview will definitely give an experience on how to answer questions and prepare myself for other upcoming interviews (hopefully). i mean, yeah, tak pass, takpe, this is a lesson to perform better, right?

right?

so i'm just scared if they ask "dah pergi Japan, why nak pergi lagi sekali? cukuplah sekali." yeaaaaaaah, i have my answer but will they actually BUY IT?

i hope my answer kualiti tinggi harga rendah. (HAHA THAT'S SO CHEEZY)

bukan kualiti rendah, harga tinggi. belilah ayatkuuuuuu~

and "Japan's been hit by tsunami and the radiation majig, aren't you scareddd?"

duuhhhh, trust me, soalan ni mesti keluar.

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anyway, my ustad has facebook and has 1500+ friends and has a blog, so ustad, you're cool and all, but umm, nevermind. creepy~

so, if anyone who is actually going for the interview or searched anything about AFS and this blog pops out and IS NOT WORTH READING,

goodluck for your interviews. ALL THE BEST! :D

remember, just be yourself. (not like i've ever been on an AFS interview)

~~and wish me luck hehe ;)~~

BYEEEEEEEE :D

OKAY SORRY FOR THE WTF-NESS AND THE BROKEN ENGLISH AND WHATEVER THAT DOES NOT MAKE SENSE. IT'S 1.30 IN THE MORNING NOW BTW.

and i haz jogging planz that iz not confirmedz~

and i made the guy i like hated me, lulz,

2011-06-03T09:36:00.003-07:00

look at me, look at me, look at me.

K HANTU KELUAR WTF OKAY BYE.

going for afs interview next week. what.

watpertu

2011-06-02T09:37:00.000-07:00

HI ALL OF YOU BEYYOUTEEFULL PEOPLES! HOW ARE YOU ALL?

baru balik dari singapore you! best, maklumlah sale kan! shopping je kerje. ok no, jimat cermat merupakan amalan yang berzat. the sale was goood, but i didn't buy much stuff. they cost about the same as Malaysia's so, yeah.

universal studios was the shizz! vomited there sebab pagi pagi tak makan lepas tu terus naik battlestar gallactica memang tak ah. anyway, having my mom following us made us slow, she didn't want to go on the rides and selalu menghilangkan diri. what the.... lepas tu, kitorang naik kids' roller coaster my mom jerit macam orang gila.

dahlah bila ride tu dah berhenti my mom was still screaming. pastu cakap oh sebenarnya shiok naik. HMPH, taulah takut, takyoh nak tipu~ dahlah kids roller coaster. like. what. the. ok.

okay, i'll get the pictures and real post up.

might join prefects' futsal game.

bye all!

seven fifty

2011-05-29T04:50:00.000-07:00

"Then if you think twice, you're the foolish one"

waiting for my mom to finish praying so she could suap me my lunch. haha bapak gedik nak suruh mummy suap jugak luls.

okay so obviously i didn't put much effort finding the pictures on Canada. found these via Travel Inspirations.

James Bay, Victoria, Canada

Quebec City, Canada

Prince George, British Columbia, Canada

Cape Breton, Nova Scotia, Canada

Central Tuxedo, Winnipeg, Manitoba, Canada

Exchange District, Winnipeg, Manitoba, Canada

Banff National Park, Alberta, Canada

Tofino, British Colombia, Canada

Lake Louise, Alberta, Canada

Toronto, Canada

Beaumont, Alberta, Canada

Commercial, Vancouver, Canada

Garibaldi, British Columbia, Canada

Woodstock, Ontario, Canada

tried driving yesterday, IM SUCH A GOOD DRIVER, REALLY. i did parallel parking and my sister said i drove and braked smoothly. but i nearly hit a kancil and makan jalan all the time. wops.

i should get packing with my bags now and tighten my glasses. titew nak pegi Singapore esok. humph, excited sangat!

HOLIDAY PLANS :
1. clean up my room, throw away or give away every single thing that's not needed.
2. freshen and sharpen my brain
3. go out with people i love
4. find some inner-thingy that sparks
5. EXERCISE EXERCISE EXERCISE
6. skype every night

bye!

p.s. : sorry for being emo today. i'm seriously fucked up atm

shots express

2011-05-26T11:20:00.000-07:00

doing my sejarah folio at the moment. i'm so lifeless, i wait till the last minute to complete everything lol. this is so hard, the ahli-ahli majlis's pictures won't shrink so now they look like aliens with long faces and stubby necks wtf.

skyped with Haris and Ryan just now. Haris memang forever sepet. we were talking about weeds, shuffle and prinsip hidup maw jambu.haha bodoh. it was really nice to talk with him. scared the shit out of Ryan. "Ryan, something behind you" SUMPAH MUKA PANIK MACAM NAK MENERAN TELUR AYAM LOLOLOL OK. thanks for making up my day guys.

okay so my sister will be studying in Taylor's for her Canada Pre-U thingy this July. she scored a scholarship to Canada so she's moving there next year. how exciting :( she's going to leave me behind alone with my mom and my unfriendly fat cat. there's no one to bully and to annoy although i usually get pissed off with her. and no one to pick me up from school so back to going back with the van.

and Canada's so bloody far! the cost going there's gonna be so expensive. and Justin Bieber is a canadian! and so is Robin Scherbatsky! ;)

gonna go now, finally completed my sejarah folio alhamdulillah. IT'S 2.18 A.M. NOW.

*~IdoP Maw JambU~*

2011-05-26T03:10:00.000-07:00

I'm Stupid

Helloo! been a very long time since i've updated! so anyway, mid year exams are over. mari kita berpesta! ok no, i have my sejarah folio to finish.

and it's due tomorrow. and i haven't started.

and kakak bookshop yang baru tu sumpah macam nak kena cocok je boob dia atau pun kasi kok leong rape dia wtf okay, yes, i'm such a meanie.

the hardest papers were maths and sejarah while the easiest was sivik. haha duhh, sivik is common sense. kay so sitting the most behind is so lifeless.

CHIMICHANGAS. THEY ARE MAD LOVE. but idk where the guacamole is.

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so assyifa changed my background. i changed it before but she changed it to a newer one.

okay so since i'm kinda running out of idea on what to type, i should just go and complete my folio. i'm in my depression mode. always have been. whatever. wanted to go for the 'anak bulan' camp but my mom didn't allow. pshft.

shitbrix

okaybye

rambang

2011-05-08T01:59:00.000-07:00

the reason why i love being a probate is because i keep a pen and a paper the whole time.

ada dua mamat melayu srba hot serba rempit dekat kfc pada hari jumaat lepas sekolah, went up to them, gave them a note that says :

"TAK PERGI SOLAT JUMAAT KEW?"

kita sebagai perempuan melayu terkhir pada masa depan kenalah sentiasa bersedia memulihkan gejala sosial dan kes ponteng tak semayang jumaat. bawalah kertas dan pen selalu, sangat membantu.

went to Masjid An-Nur's carnival yesterday. it was surprisingly, nice? but i missed playing the castle. damn.

will do a proper update soon.

keep calm and,

2011-04-29T09:31:00.000-07:00

hey guys! sorry for not updating in awhile, kepada pemintaku yang setia, maafkan i yewrrrss.. hehe sorry you alls, i banyak belajar sekaranks, maklumlah, dak dak es. lol no. duduk rumah demam.

so prefect camp, my first reaction when i see the dorm and the toilet was like..

U FURREAL WE SLEEPIN, ~~EATIN~~ AND BATHIN HERE?

yeah, they were for real, the toilet has one big 'kolah' and it was full of dead bugs and some other shit so we had to shower in the toilet cubicles. it was horrible but thank god the water was really cold and refreshing. and the tilam's were covered with period stain ew ew ew.

my group mates were really nice. i fell and slipped a lot during night walk and Shafiee helped me a lot. most of us got bit by ~~vampires~~ leeches. my leech was as tiny as this >> __ yes, it was damn small so i just flicked it off. the others had to wait for the leech to finish sucking.

the next day obstacle course was fun, fell a lot like i usually do. sorry to dissapoint my group members. the performances for Malam Kebudayaan was awesome except ours duhh.

okay too lazy to update.

so who watched the wedding?

I DID. but missed the balcony appearance for guitar class. heh :( and abang willy got bald patch lorr. I'm going for Harry.

reoowwwww

esok got scouts, so malas nak wake up. oh well :/ 13's carnival anyone?

camp-whore no more.

2011-04-20T07:04:00.000-07:00

Eshwaar missing! meet my Green Machine members :) heh tengok semua muka macam batu rase nak bako je.

my overall view about camp is nice. the place is really nice and cold. i'm too lazy to update about this, will do it soon.

p/s : it wasn't like the best camp ever but i'd still like to thank the OCs and teachers for an amazing job, ya know, cus next year it's our turn~

and yeah, the faccies were ok.

bai.

moving on

2011-04-13T04:32:00.000-07:00

best Takoyaki in the world! :'| miss!

so prefect's camp's in 2 days time and i'm pretty excited. i don't really have anything to wear for the the theme (unless shorts and sleeveless was allowed lol) the theme is Hawaiian! :D hula dance~

my bus partner will be Alleysa and dorm partner will be Hazeera. i'm going to sleep with hazeera, LULS.

i'm kinda looking forward for this camp. just a time off from the city and into the nature. heh. and perhaps to improve my social skill. Greens gon' win!

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okay seriously saying, i dont really mind if a student wants to like buy food after 10.45 or whatever, but you know, rules are rules so i'm just doing what i was asked to. it's kinda sad to see their faces but yang dah makan 4 kali ulang alik tu tak payah lah. i don't really get it why people masih nak makan when it's already 10.50 kalau nak sneak makanan keluar belilah 10.30 and then nasib kau lah dapat pass ke tak.

kakak's going for her JPA interview tomorrow and i will give her a pressuring interview later. cat says i fall for too many people. true that but i don't fall hard. i don't like getting hurt. i don't like getting too close with a person. i don't like come and go friends. i easily get envious. my mood is unstable. that's just me.

okaylah i'm going to make myself some nachos and sloppy joe now and complete my homework. dad's coming home tonight and NOT i repeat NOT looking forward for it. unless he's going to buy me new puma pants. haha anak gedik lolkidding, he'll just lecture me about my room so yeah basically not going to be proud of that.

bye!

p/s : i've been sleeping a lot in class but surprisingly i complete my homeworks while i'm half awake. :O

2011-04-08T10:13:00.000-07:00

I'm not stupid

pour it out,

2011-04-08T09:44:00.000-07:00

7th of April marked one of the best days in 2011 and the worst

let's start with the sad news :

us :(

1) Haniz is moving :( well i know, we're not like super duper close but i'm really gonna miss her. she's the only braceface who cheers me up with that sparkly seducing rawr. who's going to do that? who Haniz who? who's going to go on omegle with me? You even named Dumbo! gahh, we've known each other since 10. TEN. i'm really gonna miss you. thank God you wear braces so you have to go for appointments. gonna miss you lots!

2) some smoker pulled my hair at school UGH. ~~duntacmyheadlahfuckface~~

3) i was really pissed off. idk why.

4) rehearsal was freaking boring

5) I miss Fozi and Nabilah. herp.

6) Haniz. IS. moving. oh.my.god.

7) missed Cat's call :(

WHY BEST :

1) it's my Mamee's birthday! my mom's 50 this year! Loveyou mommy,she doesn't read my blog so nevermind. the dinner, card and handbag was worth it. Happy Birthday Mama!

2) It's Aneesa's birthday! Happy 15th Gurllll, keep doin your thang thang thang! <3 love you! okay this picture is so epic. My only lala friend i can ever cope with V^3^V

3) played handball for prefects inter school comp majig. it was fun. ~~ohbesidesradzisteppingonmyfoot~~

4) Kenneth called <3

well, all for now. my feelings is so messed up.

well yeah, end product. all taken from Haniz. WHY THE EFF AM I HAVING THIS FEELING UGH.

why so keding la -____-

adik manis I

2011-03-30T06:42:00.000-07:00

i am tired of being dissapointed and depressed. anyway, my mom wasn't all so angry about my results although i think so far, this was the worst. ~~number29ifyouguysarecuriousoutof32lul.~~

so anyway, i'm starting to study already, and get my body in shape, you know, physically healthy is mentally healthy. i have no mood to go to school, i don't meet people i wanna meet often, i rarely socialize, i suffer in class, oh well, it isn't bad, it's just me. it's like i'm stuck in my own box of shit. maybe it's the weather, yeah, the weather, and block duty. it's just super hot lately.

so today was roHini's birthday! wani brought her blueberry cheesecake. Blueberry my feveret~ Happy Birthday Rosh! <3

and then we got demerited sebab takde pas keluar kelas. tafak =____=" it's not even a big deal. nasib ah, -12 points, leklek, tak kena gantung punya-

well i'mma go now, nak buat sejarah projek sebab saya cool sangat. dak dak kewl kan.

my hand is a dolphin

2011-03-26T09:11:00.000-07:00

KENNETH DO THIS OKAY? i even made sexy red lips just for you <3 lul

okay so my march tests' results are dissapointing. i'm not surprised, didn't really study so yeah, saw it coming. but i was pretty sure sejarah was easy. meh dapat B jugak, nak bako aje kertas tu aku dibuatnye.

Sejarah, i know i have hated you, I know we had troubles, I know we never had the spark in our relationship, but this time, I promise, everything will change, I will study you, remember everything if i could. I will change everything.

kite tak main lah bako bako kertas nih.

okay anyways....

i have 3 obvious zits on my face, and if you connect them..

HOLYSYARIKATHINDIATIMUR i R IllUmiNAtiZ b!tch3z

eh jap, okay now my face looks better. kita kena ada kening ok.

short post je. gonna clean up my room now, and sleep.

selamat malam semua!

USOP♥

edited : so today i went jogging and ate nasi lemak and hor fun, went home, showered and slept, woke up, studied a bit of b.m., drank strawberry milkshake and finally here. i should do my homework now and gosok baju and then go jog again, i'm feeling physically and mentally healthy lol.

i also promise that I'll :

a) cut 3 cm of hair if i get marks lower than 80, 5cm if lower than 75

b) study harder for my future

c) be more pious :b

d) guy-cut my hair if i don't get 8A's for PMR

yeah, this is furreal.

okbai

p/s i think choir's awesome, will join if they still have a spot! :D i suck at treble though. and i like my bass down low lulz

A's, chips, and fine

2011-03-25T08:45:00.000-07:00

hai rakan-rakan, cuba teka siapa dapat A lurus untuk spm..

yes! my sister got straight A's for her SPM!

i was VERY happy for her but now, all the pressure's on me. asjasdscassdfjlk!!!11!!! my family were like "oh congrats, now najiha lah must get straight a's lah kan" pfft.

after school, my aunt invited us to eat at Itallianies but then she changed her mind so we ate at Madame Kwan's to celebrate my sister's results.

ecehh orang celebrate result spm gambar dia first

the celebrated!

maafkan adikmu yang jakun sebab hanya dapat 4A untuk March test.

lihatlah gigiku yang cantik, lurus dan menawan.

after that we walked around empire, shopped and got macarons and red velvet :) noms.

okay this was half of the initial amount.

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Congrats Kakak! i know you're going to be really successful and you're going to go far, but always remember me, your beloved sister.

xoxo

Friday was Fun Fun Fun Fun

2011-03-18T10:15:00.000-07:00

"because it's not worth your time, not worth your pain, not any near worthy. was was a different story."

* * *

meet Blake! my new conscience lol :) and no, he's not from omegle -.-

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i found my file! i thought i lost it so i freaked out and asked adibah to give me all the Homework Bestari shit and lost all important forms but fyeah i found it. zero homeworks done. like a boss.

went to sunway just now with my sister and watched Big Mommas Like Father Like Son.

it's a pretty nice movie, the comedy seriously cracked me up, MUST WATCH :D and the soundtracks are really awesome. lazed around sunway pyramid because i had no money... haha no i brought 300 bucks and didn't spend a buck. I'm a survivor baby!

randomFMLmoment: took the tv zaman mana tah berat 60kg all the way upstairs and inserted the Easy A CD assyifa borrowed me and tak boleh play and all the older CDs my mom threw away. FML!

i've been lazing around for the holidays. it kind of sucks just like the other holidays. i'm not surprised. and i don't think i have to even shower because i haven't been sweating AT ALL. so much for training and losing weight. pfft. currently 49 kg HOHO so fat haters gon hate. and i didn't even get to meet kenny :(

lazy should be my middle name.

I should have insisted on going to SSM when i was in form 1. if i go there when I'm in form 4, i'll have to take art streams. SSM's really cool, that school revolves around arts, music, dance and drama. and i regret for not going to drama casting.

you can be fake and people will still adore you .

i'm losing my blogging sparks. i'm thinking of deleting blogspot and facebook. and my old msn email got hacked -.-"

now time to refresh brain and load it with education du du du.

TIME TO DEAL WITH LIFE now :-)

song of the day : Brandon Jackson ft. Jessica Lucas - Baby You Know

p/s never give your number to your aunt who calls you everyday to check if you have studied sejarah (worse than my mom)

piop piop piop bored.

2011-03-15T10:03:00.000-07:00

Not all scars show, not all wounds heal.

Sometimes you can't always see,

The pain someone feels.

___________________________________________________________

today's random :

my hair becomes wavy and I will have a lot of pimples when I do hardcore study. true story.

today's music :

Dee Roberts - Let Love Begin

IHATETHEHOLIDAYSUGHBYE

:)

2011-03-15T01:02:00.000-07:00

Okasan, Otosan, and Miku! <3

skyped with them last night and was so happy. they might be coming to Malaysia yay!

will proper update soon! plans ruined today ugh

you can swallow this hard

2011-03-11T08:32:00.000-08:00

i came back from school and i was ready to celebrate the end of march tests when i heard Japan was hit by an 8.9 magnitude earthquake and tsunami has hit a lot of places especially in Sendai. a person died in Tochigi and i am really scared for my families' safety. two are in oyama and another is in Tokyo. Tokyo!

let's all pray for Japan's safety and other countries.

fyeah exam's over. still in no mood to celebrate tho. geog and islamics were tough shit. history was fine, reuben copied all the way. self note# never sit beside reuben, ever. and don't accept tissues from him.

i'm having marching and maybe cheer practise tomorrow and i have no mood to go. it's 12.15 a.m. and i want to spend time with the lovely internet before i go off and party. haha jk, before my mom disallows me using the internet duh. gotta do all the stalking, tumblring and trolling since all of my asramates are back hola.

went to subang parade just now after school for lunch and got myself 2 new story books yay. one's about a popular chick being involved in a drama club and some popularity status thingy going down and the other's about a girl who ran away from home to find her dad and some Hollywood majiggay.

owell. not really n the mood to blog. just keepin' this undead.

bye.

boo you handsome

2011-02-24T21:14:00.000-08:00

i feel so terrible now. ugh, i feel like quitting but i can't, i'm missing out all the fun i used to have. one more but i don't think so.

exam's coming up and i'm so pressured. wtf, i'm still here. thanks internet for being more attractive everyday. and i'm so fat now, lost all my abs i worked for. and no cheer no toned arms :( i'mma start studying tomorrow.

2 favourite games i used to play when i was young lol

no mo' jokes

2011-02-19T20:38:00.000-08:00

I've got great friends that told me to get over him

and i think i did.

NEW BUCKET LIST

1) go roller skating in KLIA

2) slap a guy in the face

3) strip on omegle. HAHA NO IM KIDDING.

4) put chilli sauce all over my face

5) make a scene in Aquaria by screaming OMAGAAAAADDDDDDDDD NEMOOOOO BAIIIIIIII

6) put up my own YouTube show and bitch about everyone (all hail Kingsley)

7) jump on the desk in front of Pn. Ghwee

8) dance to shots in the middle of tapak perhimpunan

9) lick laila in the face YAY

10) do this in front of Pn. Ghwee V

11) spend more than RM 200 on lunch with catrina and nawwal.

12) pretend to be a unicorn for a day

13) use the school's guy's toilet. owait, done lol.

14) meng-handsome-kan diri

hmm, okay i ran out of ideas :( had a lot in mind but forgot.

i now, truly respect towards people who wear braces. retainers are crazy annoying shit. since i can't get braces, i have to wear retainers and instead of pulling my teeth back, it's pushing them out. after maybe about 2 months then i'll wear the one that pushes them all in to make them straight. hmph, and i cant close my mouth and talk properly and i'm drooling like mad. now kena basuh bantal sebab air liur meleleh ewww.

can't join cheer team :'(

2011-02-14T20:19:00.000-08:00

HI IM SO HAPPY NOW OKAY BYEEEE

I WANT TO BE A BALLERINA OKAY DIE ALL OF YOU NEXT WEEK CAMP IM GOING TO COOK OKBAI

prefect orientation and cheesy chicken

2011-02-12T08:43:00.000-08:00

Hello everybody! i found it unfair to ditch this blog for my other blog so i've decided i will also update here.

so today we had prefect orientation. it was fun! first we had to gather in bilik seminar for briefing and we were divided into 8 groups. i was in the first group with arif, imran, azharyn, thinesh, emial and iman.

clockwise : arif, imran, azharyn, thinesh, emial, iman, me.

our group name was G7 and our cheer was obviously G6's chorus.

so we have to go through 6 stations. the first station was balloon crap which was crappy but fun.

second station was we had to line up and tie our legs together. we were fast compared to other teams. heheh.

third station was the tepung station. okay, i hentam all the names.

this was the most disgusting station ever. we had to take the sweets in the tepung mixture using out mouth. and not only that, the sweets were the same sweets other teams took. so which means, we share the same saliva, mucus and sweat. hmph and the mixture tastes like menthol candy yuck.

*our expressions before the game*

but it wasn't that all disgusting. i've done worst.

fourth station was to carry your teammate and get 1 point for each round in 5 minutes. and they changed the rule to 'no girls in this game' pfft.

we had to be blindfolded and crawl according to our leader and not hit any strings through the obstacle. easy.

the last station was 'convince me' where we had to convince the panel of judges that we are from Glee cast. at first we're like awwkkkkwarrddd but after that we went all out. yay, lucky thing it was easy.

so the results was...

G7 WON FIRST! :D

omg yay! megat and iman won the best male and female participant. congrats!

ate at secret recipe, went home, showered, slept for 5 hours. i feel awesome.

disgusting or what...

mew

2011-02-10T04:25:00.000-08:00

had fun at school today. school is getting more fun, in class of course. so we were given the signature paper for probates and i left my paper in class during recess and i was miserably dying seeing other probates getting signatures. i don't think i'll pass. SHUTUP HAZEERA. had some project after school and yay it was so fun! today's my deja vu day pfft.

okay, anyways, before someone stabs me in the back, when i ignore you when you're talking to me face to face, i am NOT ignoring you. i am panicking.

kay fine, this is gonna be dead, stop forcing me to update.

bai.

lost II

2011-02-05T00:50:00.000-08:00

5 places I'd love to visit :
1) Japan, again!
2) Mecca
3) New Zealand
4) Greece
5) India

5 languages I'd like to speak :

1) Chinese (so that i can kutuk MY FRIENDS PUAHAHAHA) jk

2) Indian (SAME REASON HEHEHE)

3) Arabic

4) French

5) Russian

5 food I'd love to eat now :

1) lemon meringue

2) lava cake

3) kiwi's cordon bleu burger

4) Friday's JD burger

5) curly fries

5 things I do everyday :

1) eat

2) sleep

3) pray

4) touch the door knob

5) kiss my pillow

ohyeah im bored. holidays are shitty and i'm looking forward for school. yezz, school. yay, call me a nerd but holidays make me lifeless and fat.

i got to see kenny yesterday. his butt is big now. JK. he was wearing boxers. seriously, what's his boxers' size? he looked like he just got off the pregnant wad. TEEHEE

oh and my dad has a huge bruise at his leg. probably a gun shot *inside joke.

okay dis blog gon be dead till the next one week holiday.

ciao

2011-02-02T23:22:00.000-08:00

hello sunshine!

i love oranges so HAPPY BUNNY NEW YEAR! :D

Gong Xi Fa Cai, ang pao na lai? :D

takin' back my POST

2011-01-31T23:53:00.000-08:00

WAIT, I TAKE THAT POST BACK.

anyway, i sounded like a wuss deleting my blog because of a particular reason which is someone said its obvious i ask myself questions on formspring. HAHA. why well, yes i do. y'know, the first time you're so jakunted with formspring so yeah, i did at first then i stoppedlah i'm not so lifeless T.T

oh and second reason was only my blog has no glow jyeah.

but im still going to do a new blog anyways.

* * *

so today's post.

i know, people would say, "don't judge the book by its cover". but who does not judge the book by the cover? and "do not judge?" people judge.

it's impossible for you to not judge a person by their looks.

i mean. look at this guy. takkan when you first see him you're gonna think "oh hey, this guy's gonna give me candies and belanja me roti canai and he's sweet and he's safe to be around"

your first impression's going to be : ''OMFG THIS MAN IS FUCKING STEAMING WHAT THE OMG HE'S GOING TO RAPE ME OMG OMG FFFF WHAT DO I DO LIKE OMG I NEED TO .."

yeah.

and when you first see this kid, you're gonna say "oh my she's so cute hnggggg" but no. she's an evil mastermind.

so stop blaming people if they judge you by first impression, and stop putting your about me "hey i'm GLEMER i'm, 123 years old, don't judge me cus' you ain't me"

people judge k. lepas tu nak gedik every pictures letak "i'm ugly" and then bawah tu caption "don't judge me"

pfft, it makes sense that that person is stupid.

actually this post tak sensible pun tapi buat buat faham jelah that i'm trying to say people judge, so be judged and stop complaining.

hmph end of story after this imma do an emo post on myself.

bai

love like whoa

2011-01-27T03:23:00.000-08:00

i miss this guy. heh, okay assyifa, you wanted this.

________________

okay so school today was kinda fun. ~~except duty like aSdfGhkllkhGFf kill the girls please.~~ especially bm and kh class. the boys were crapping on peribahasa.

'Bagai ikan berenang di sungai'

'anak makan haruan'

'kalau ada arnab adalah kura-kura'
'Hujan anjing dan kucing'

i died laughing like mad.

at kh class, we were talking about drama indon. CAHAYA, INTAN, BAWANG MERAH BAWANG PUTIH. HAHAHAA, OMG, BAPAK AH, ROSH AND LI-ERN WATCH THOSE CRAPS. haha, i watch them too. rosh is a die-hard indon drama fan. puan ain actually joined our crappy conversation. yeah, best kot.

got back home, ate bubur ayam mcd and twister fries noms and slept. eww, without showering, sue me, i was so exhausted.

ponteng taekwondo practise today heheh. the last time i went my muscle crammed like hell and i lost 3 kg's. but gained it again the next day so yeah..

so next week is a one week holiday. i hope i can see kenny and ashley again and cat and afiq. i dont wanna go anywhere for the hols. just wanna chill at home and get comp ray-tan. and eat and go jogging.

useless post.

BAI

losing weight

2011-01-26T03:05:00.000-08:00

i need to learn to communicate more, smile more, be more perky outside and less hyper in class. my social skill is very low.

when i see people i'll be like poker face. i am just shy, yes, i am shy. my inner truth. cus like when my friend's boyfriend is around i'd be like poker face-ing. and then i receive a feedback saying i'm sombong.

i am not like asdfghjkl

improve social skill .

BEE BAP BOO BEE BAP BUP BAP BAP BEE BAP BOP BIP BAP

okay.

i have some serious issues right now WTF omg heh okay wtf, okay najiha breathe you sound like arina who panicked in the canteen and started cursing that's why nobody wanted to buy kueyteow *JK* okay wtf wtf wtf wtfwtftwtfwtwfwtwfwtwfwtwfwf.

i use too much internet. from now on, i will jog every evening instead of lazing around the house. and read, and improve my bloody eyesight, and cycle, and improve my speech, and drink more water, my skin is too dry (i think i drink approx. 3 glasses of water everyday im not lying) and study more and revise on se se se se ja ja ja ja rah rah rah and ma ma ma maths s s s.

so next week is chinese new year holiday. YAY. this gon' be good.

jn opu hpoob mjf boznpsf bcpvu tiju :)

made

2011-01-24T04:25:00.000-08:00

okay so i was bored on sunday. first, i tried make up for cheer then it went kinda wrong so i wanted to do black swan inspired but FAILED miserably so this was what that turned out.

Gene Simmons+Black Swan+joker+g0thIc guRlZ

okay you may vomit now.

okay you may take your vomitting pills now.

anda disahkan mengandung.

the make up was so bloody hard to be removed. took me 1 hour+

and hand-made tissue masks.

aneesa officially ~~hates~~ loves me.

~~POLE <3~~

poles and trees

2011-01-22T06:38:00.000-08:00

fourian run was okay this year, not semangated at all. my number is so terrible (which was also ironic) i should've stopped and find nyla and eat at anjung merah or something. i think i ran less than 15 minutes *perasan* i just jogged all the way and pecut at the end. fail, should've pecut first, then jog, then walk then jog then pecut.

cat and afiq came to school, was good to see them. <3

lepak-ed and ate burger with assyifa and screamed our lungs out at ~~POLE~~ our rumah sukan's.

i was pissed off at the juniors. no semangat lansung. seriously, covering your ears and giving us bitch slacks? too mature is it?

ate mess-tin fried buttered sausages for late lunch and slept all the way after that. argh, i wanted to watch unborn but missed the whole climax asdfghjklkjkjkhfds.

i think aneesa hates me :'(

im gonna dye my hair red soon YAY

2011-01-19T07:59:00.000-08:00

Crush by Najiha Norizan.

when you see your crush you say najiHELLO, when he does jokes you go najiHAHAHA. you obviously think he is najiHANDSOME and najiHOT although his legs are najiHAIRY. he wants to najiHANG out with you during the najiHOLIDAYS you were so najiHAPPY so you did. he asked what do you want to order and you said najiHAMBURGER. he wanted to kiss you you said "najiHARAM!" but he was like itsokay he will always najiHAVE the time someday.

okay see, how awesome the name NAJIHA is! :)

THIS IS COPYRIGHTED

fourian run is coming up soon and i'm hyped up! probation is so far good (besides serious case of blurness)

Formspring :)

Ku-Kuching, Sarawak

2011-01-19T07:30:00.000-08:00

*this post was shortened because i am too lazy to wait for the pictures to load and my blog is so empty without pictures*

Day 1

woke up at 5.30 and got ready. taxi sent us to klia, check-in and waited for my cousin and aunt.

"one chicken croissant"

"HAH?"

"croissant!"

"ohh kroisen"

"ha, ye."

my cousin wanted to eat at kfc so we went there and while i was ordering a french guy bumped into me and said "pardon me" in the ohmygod super sweetest way.

ba.pak.melt.si.al.

Off to Kuching! :D

able also followed us. although he was not working he still got us extra chocolates!

at the hotel lobby. eh sheyt able trespassing my privacy!

after that, we had lunch at Kuching Plaza and lazed in the hotel for a while until evening.

then we walked around the souvenir shops.

i was too busy looking at the things so one picture only. malas. the shop extends to the back and there was also 2nd floor. best gilew.

then we went for the cruise.

there were 2 floors, the first was indoor, freaking pretty but too cold so we sat upstairs, outdoor.

amik kau tergoda habis.

they served kek lapis and orange juice <3

so romantic :')

Day 2

ate Mee Kolo, famous sarawak dish for lunch. the portion's damn huge and damn sedap. a must eat fo sho!

see, even able wanted it but he was on a diet. sad case :(

after that we wanted to go 'seberang' so we had to cross the river using a sampan. 50 sen per ride bapak ah dahlah best goyang goyang sampan tu tapi pakcik tu marah takut terbalik.

sorry pakcik.

*gambar sampan tiada maaf*

so after buying kuih lapis. btw, we tested the kuih lapis like we owned the place. we just simply took the cheese flavour non-stop. after that we went to a cafe called "Al-Fayad". so pretty that place.

orang asli perasan vogue.

they also have visitors from all over the world. LOOK! we also signed saying the food was great tapi minum air kelapa je. isokay, i wrote in hiragana so let's just say we're Japanese.

THERE THE SAMPAN SO COOL RITE? :D

walked back to hotel and rested.

the window was huge so we camwhored there.

okay what no one told me.

tunggu masuk toilet.

i took a long hot bath, aah, just like Japan.

we went to get a drink at the lounge then we surfed the internet. best night ever. the staffs were so friendly we actually ruled the hotel for a moment.

i couldn't sleep the whole night because i had trouble breathing. heh -.-

well whatever, i slept the next day instead of shopping.

bye Kuching :'(

OHLOOK!

p/s sorry im too lazy too update properly

2011-01-17T04:23:00.000-08:00

sukan practise was okay. 3 rounds are like... BOHRING.

im starting to like school. my class is pretty awesome. im just hungry now and im waiting for my mom to come home for my nasi goreng ikan masin. wtf, im distracting myself from homework, screw lisan.

bye.

summer come to me quick, wanna see him :(

2011-01-15T05:53:00.000-08:00

woo in Kuching, Sarawak now! its so fun here i dont wanna go back. the people here are really friendly and who knew the kakak at my favourite souvenir shop remembered me from 5 years ago? :O

jyeah chillaxing now....................... i wanna live here !

and new applications at iphone wee!

missed my first scouts meeting, sorry pekaka's :'(

2011-01-11T23:48:00.000-08:00

Got that warm fuzzy feeling

Yeah them chills

Used to get 'em

Now you're getting fucking sick

Of looking at 'em

mission unaccomplished

2011-01-10T22:34:00.000-08:00

school is okay, my studies are fine, i have been abandoning my blog for a while because im restricted using the internet. PMR CANDIDATE MUCH. i got my phone YAY, so now if ada orientation and teachers ask, "siapa takde phone?" i'd be the one hand-down. jyeah. lol lame, 6 months without phone is torture.

the dentist told me i can't get braces on because me teeth is straight, except for my incisors but he said it's NOTHING. oh well :( impression pun ambik atas je. WHAT, best kot masukkan benda dalam mulut D:

~~especially food~~

i can't wait till june. a lot of people im missing are gonna have their summer vacation and i'll be so happy to talk to them again.

PMR SCARES ME GARPU MY LIFE!

nak buat homework now, BYE!

lost

2011-01-06T06:45:00.000-08:00

school today was okay, i'm getting used to being around smart people. you know, when teacher asks questions and they answer like super fast, jyeah. and we've been moved to the top floor, oh well, 7 months time and i'm gonna be thinner than kate moss :) loljk, Kate Moss's flat. i love my class teacher. she's so nice. i didn't complete my homework and she was like "oh its okay, tak cukup masa ke" yada yada. my other teachers are also nice although they have that "IM GONNA KILL YOU IF YOU NO COMPLETE-O MY WORK-O COMPRENDO"

after school, there was cheer meeting so i went back to hazeera's house and she made me stretch in her unstretchable sendat pants -.- and i did a back walkover! :D who knew it was so much easier than front walkover! (only referring to with the help of the wall)

after that, i went to mcd and then home and then yada yada and went to school.

i was OVER THE MOON to see Cat and Afiq, i hugged Cat super tight and high-5-ed afiq. argh, my bobo buddies :')

we walked around the school and waited for the SPBT room to open and was talking about our schools and kutuking people and gawsh, i miss them already.

then we hung out at the tangga like old times and ~~ignored cat~~ *like old times* and greeted out teachers HEHE.

BUT, the form 1 boys, i swear if i'd knew their names i would call the Tok Sunat or whatever and get them to re-sunat and i'mma squeeze lime on it, they were FUCKING rude. if morning session i faham but form 1, baru 4th day of school dah nak cari pasal, mulut macam sial.

so bid cat goodbye and hugged her :'( and walked to afiq's house and chit chatted and went home.

yada yada went to training and ohmyod, today was super torture because we were doing kicks and sir made me split and my legs are cramming like hell now. zzz. and lucky thing today's training ended early.

so today was probaly the best day of this year :') it felt really good to meet them although they dah 'up' dah HAHA. i miss ya guys :'|

it's 10.43 and i should get to bed.

bye!

watch me burn in water

2011-01-03T03:09:00.000-08:00

first day of school was... fun, UNTIL the rain spoiled it. so my transport came at 7 and i was already ready at 6.20 -.- eff em ell.

3 Socrates is at the ground floor, i'm a happy kid, tak payah letih naik tangga. my class is so quiet, seriously. my guru kelas is nice and geo was kinda strict but oklahh (she is also good at remembering numbers) and KH teacher, PUAN AIN FTW! :D

and we have homework already.

the whole day went fine, until it rained. firstly, i was squeezing in the pile of people. secondly, transport didn't show up/showed up too late because i didn't even know which van and the guy leading us went home by car -.- thirdly, since the transport was late/wtv, isabel and me had to walk home, in the rain, with textbooks and my shoes boleh buat swimming pool -.-

but when i came home, mom sympathized me so i had tom yam for lunch NOMS. oh and i had to dry my bag and books argh.

worst first day.

hope tomorrow goes better .___.

eating dinner now! exoexo

rockin' it 21st century

2011-01-01T21:18:00.000-08:00

to : hazeera, hope you're proud of me

SCHOOL IS TOMORROW. SOMEONE KISSLL ME NOW!

* * *

i spent my day 1 going to an engagement party in negeri sembilan. firstly, the wali also knows as Pak Ngah Muka Bengis was freakin' scary. he was so rude and so garang that i think he was gonna jump on my maklong and punch her and stab her with his teeth.

oh and rape her after that.

okay moving on, i've never liked malay weddings. especially the one that has all the kompang and in the middle of afternoon with the scorching hot sun and then you can see the groom's pits basah and then the food is so pedas and they serve HOT TEA and their fruits look like someone chewed it already and a lot of lechah and agh scorching hot#2... THAT ONE.

the best wedding was my cousin's at a mosque and my other cousin at Putrajaya Lakeside.

if i were to have my wedding ~~*echeh baru form THREE dah nak berangan*~~ i'd like it simple, with close family and friends, at night and both indoor and outdoor. and no kompangs or dj, no music that got out from Jamal Abdillah's album.

* * *

found some of my old birthday party pictures in 2008. i was so short and f a t! haha, and flawless. now dah penuh jerawat kalau dapat seringgit untuk satu jerawat boleh dapat RM 5.50. if pimples maybe 15+ lahh.

i bought my uniform on friday and when i got out of the fitting room, Puan Sherina was there. wtf -.- my standard 6 maths teacher? she recognized me and was like oh sama ngan emir hah emir ada kat dalam tu. emir was my bapok bestfriend when i was 11. i didnt get to see him tho :/ i wonder if he's still the same. SANDHYA WINK WINK*

already sew my badge and name tag onto uniform, now to write my names on exercise books and pack my bag and pencil case and read up some books.

will be a busy year for me, PMR. so my blog♥ will be dead and Japan post, please hold on, maybe chinese new year holidays.

pray for me for the best :)

BACK TO SCHOOL BABY FYEAH!

new year

2010-12-30T22:27:00.000-08:00

i'm actually kinda excited for school!

i'm excited to wear a new uniform, excited for my new class (lying), excited to shower in the morning (lying), excited to start new topics (lying), excited for science (uhh, well..), excited that i can actually walk for sukan practise, excited to see seniors the whole time and see the juniors being tortured by Pn. Rajinder, excited my sister's gonna be out of the house (NAHH THIS IS A LIE), excited for my new class (lying), excited for PMR, excited for Jenesy's interview and lastly, excited to start a new chapter in life :)

highlights of 2010 :

1) met the awesomest new friends :D
2) went to the country i've always wanted to go
3) first A in Sejarah :D
4) SPAIN WON WORLD CUP FYEAH
5) have the best classmates in the world
6) get over things i wanted to get over
7) went snowboarding :D
8) well i guess there's just too many highlights END=

to those who are going back to asrama/college/universities, moving school or class, good luck and have fun! to those who are taking spm, pmr, upsr, whatever that's important, goodluck and well, have fun next year although i'm not -.-

aims for this year :
typical old aim, straight A's, more pious, and well, a new day is a new day :p

and Happy Birthday to Momomomohana and Elyn! :D

Happy New Year! :D

2010-12-27T02:08:00.001-08:00

tengah masak cupcakes and fail macarons with BARNEY AND HIS RETARDED GAY FRIENDS LOOL.

so in love <3

2010-12-21T10:15:00.000-08:00

i won't be active until 27th of December okthxbai.

loljk, my phone's lost. getting one next month woo.

Japan, want to back there, i want samui not atsui!

i've just been a pathetic person lately. my report's almost complete ~~(w/o pictures, objetives, conclusions,cover page) T.T~~ and Afiq's not helping at all. 2011 i smell, is not going to be a good year. yes, i have some fucking sensory to smell bad ass. so afiq and cat's moving ugh what the hell. i'm gonna start studying tomorrow in Malacca and i haven't even pack my bag yet. yay me.i better do it today or my mom's gonna slaughter me alive.

i'm fucked up now ugh. i'm gonna grab my soft cookies and granola bar.

AND I MISS FOZI COME TO KL LAH YOU YOU YOU YES I AM LIKE THAT DAY WHEN WE WENT TO THE COLLEGE AND I WAS EMO AND YOU SAID I WAS CREEPY YES YES I AM NOW. cheer me up with your awek jokes and your fozi-ness :(

okay now i'm cheered up.

not.excited.for.malacca.

anyways, Good Luck PMR students. all the best! :D ♥

lagoon and stress

2010-12-21T02:32:00.000-08:00

oh no no i was just kidding dia takdelah hehe *blush*

pictures courtesy of Qila

went to Lagoon on Saturday! was the bomb! had a lot of fun with my bebes. lucky thing it wasn't sunny or else i'd be burnt like kuali. okay i have nothing much to derscribe it besides FUN FUN FUN. we went to Manhattan Fish Market for dinner. NOM. SOTONG.

going Melaka tomorrow and i ALMOST complete my report. ugh, my eyes are sored i'm gonna screw my eyeballs out. at least i'm already enough pissed off with someone okay i'm gonna arrange my form 3 books on the shelves later.

i didn't jog for two days and i feel fat now *angkat lemak macam angkat pizza*

IM BORED AT HOME UGASDFGHJKLLZXCVBNM.

Day 1 : Orientation and Flight

2010-12-10T09:18:00.000-08:00

we had orientation at Empress Hotel Salak Tinggi which was inside a kawasan kampung. the rooms were surprisingly quite nice.

Briefing on today's schedule

ice breaking in Tokyo-Oyama group

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Name : Najiha bt Norizan
School : SMK USJ 4
Hobbies : ~~reading~~ eating
Favourite Artist : ~~Muse~~ Lady Gaga

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we had to discuss on Pulau Terpencil where you have to choose 5 out of 30 things to be brought on a deserted island.

the things were ridiculous! e.g. : Megan Fox Poster

YAY. let's paste it on the coconut tree and enjoy the 'scenery'

Oyama 4's presentation on Pulau Terpencil.

on the way to KLIA

flight to Singapore

camwhoring in front of Changi Airport's toilet we so cool oyeah MC Hammer moment

Changi Airport offered free internet ad we all went haywire for Facebook!

THEY HAVE HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER #@*&%(&*@!&* AWESOME

after 7 hours of butt and back ache,

sunrise!

Land Hold, JAPAN.

to be continued~

*photos credits to Genii*

after effect

2010-12-10T01:21:00.000-08:00

So I'm back from Japan. it actually feels weird to wear such loose and light clothes. i'm gonna update everything on Japan after i finish my report which means, another half a month's time.

my camera didn't manage to grab awesome pictures like it used to :( so my mom said i can get a dSLR if i get good results for PMR which is like a year away but she also said if i 'perform'. so i'm gonna start studying later.

loljk, i'm just gonna do a schedule on what to do. and maybe on monday i'm gonna grab my result slip and die.

i miss my sisters :'(

my malaysian sister just invited me to watch Pisau Cukur. that movie sucks big time -.-

AND I LOVE NAJIHAH <3

sakana sakana

2010-12-07T09:02:00.000-08:00

so now im back in malaysia. feeling a little drowsy from the flight, but it was so much better than changi-narita because i sat between Dhiya and Fozi. i miss Fozi, she's so nice. heh, too bad she lives in penang.

okay nothing much, my lips are chapping like mad and im surprised i can adapt to malaysia's temperature and MY TOILET FINALLY, no offense but japanese toilet very lecheh.

and i ate kuey teow kesayangan <3

and stop talking to me i know you want omiyage. AND DONT ASK STUPID QUESTIONS LIKE WAS THERE JU ON IN JAPAN -.-

i miss my family in japan, i miss japan.

okay gonna sleep now, 1 oclock in malaysia is like 2 oclock in japan. and im living japan's time now.

SAKANITE

2010-12-06T09:09:00.000-08:00

ssssssssup! im in japan now. the computer here is weird. lolkay anyways, were in the lounge at the narita resthouse and our room is fucking hot so were here lepaking.

NOT excited at all for my flight. disneyland was flat . i miss the 荒川 family.

and i flirted with everyone here hahahhaa

JAPANG

2010-11-29T07:01:00.001-08:00

IM IN CHANGI AIRPORT. WE'RE SO JAKUN BECAUSE WE HAVENT SEEN THE INTERNET FOR 2 DAYS. DAMN I LOVE MY GROUP. A380 BESIDE ME JELES TAK JELES TAK? HAHAHAHAHA. OKAY, WE'RE ALL EXCITED NOW...

FOR THE INTERNET..

2010-11-26T08:54:00.000-08:00

~~5 more days~~

~~4 more days~~

~~3 more days~~

~~2 more days~~

1 more day

VAIN POST

2010-11-26T03:39:00.000-08:00

My luggage! unpacked

when you smile the whole world stops and stares for a while *vomits*

i'm so self absorbed LOL

my intro board! ^ buku SPM sesat

My luggage! packed! :D

wtf blur

kerana muka muka di atas angat menjengkelkan dan bajet ayu.

you so kewl

2010-11-25T10:28:00.000-08:00

woah, you’re so kewl with yo dSLR and yo lomo. Kewl so much photoshop. So kewl. Wow Ed Hardy. So kewl. Blackberry so kewl. Dayum you have 923913 friends on fb. Wow yo supra sho kewl i sho jealouz with yo skinnies. So kewl.

….and fake since your sole purpose of wanting to possess them is to to be kewl just like your friends.

Oh what do you know you don’t have a blackberry.

Yes I do, and no, I didn’t use my cash to buy a device since all my friends have it because they think it’s OHHH FUCKINGG KEWWLLLL. When they don’t. I got it from my dad cause I don’t know, he bought a new one? Haha

Mampos aku ah nak beli dSLr semua. Bukan duit kau kan?

Nope, bukan duit aku. It’s not wrong to express your freedom of speech am I right?

Seriously, are the people around me these days just revolve around materials and labels?

Ohh Cotton on, Ohhh Topman. Can I have your BB PIN? Kids walking around with dSLR without any photography knowledge in disgusting fashion. And please, show me the golden light of what is the motive of wearing skinny jeans with large oversize sneakers that covers your foot?

p.s.

Blackberry is cool, yes, but you don’t have to fucking beg and desperately find cash just to buy a device where you don’t even know what the hell is a BIS and just for status.

damn, this is like the truest, most respected post i have ever read. okay, of course i've seen better but, heck yeah, what he said is all true. walking around with a dSLR with no photography knowledge so true. like fuck all ya mofos, do you know how to set an ISO, the AE metering, the exposure, the shutter limit? i bet you know how to on, hold it and flaunt it. do you know what lenses to buy, or you just buy the extremely cool long ones because the salesman told you so.

but in the end, kau flaunt semua tu, bukan duit kau kan?

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okay, so there's 3 FREAKIN DAYS TO JAPAN (+ flight hours LOL) orientation's on sunday and idk what to wear. i got my bag packed already and my intro board..

BELUM SIAP HOYEAH. belum start pun tapi takpelah, bukannya compulsory pun kan.

damn my bag is so full. my gadgets belum pack lagi. pfft, so pathetic ah me. so kudos to aunty wee ching for borrowing me some stuffs.

okay, its 2.25 a.m. and i need sleep :)

BYE

p/s malas nak blogwalk esok lusa jelah.

disgusting act

2010-11-23T08:47:00.000-08:00

i'm having flu now. ugh FM nose!

okay so i'm pretty happy to get my foster family's infos. i am sharing host with Nabilah. fucking ironic, my sister's name is Nabila. sigh* im just scared if i dont shine. i cant see my famiy's photos because of Privacy psht psht.

okay now we're spamming the cbox at the web wtf, okay i hope fahmi wont block me because im just saying LOL all the time.

hirustaa23 : nvm la ryan we just bring roti canai and nasi lemak inside hahaha jkjk

najihaN : @fahmi : so i guess we will only know how our family look like when we reach there? (soalan bodoh sebab dah pernah tanya)

ryanloke : WIll they serve food in the plane?

ryanloke : @fahmi does SIA serve haagen dazs?? =DDD

najihaN : @ryanloke : HAHAHA, trololol, totally spamming with useless questions and opinions

got my bag packed already, except my electrical devices and CD's and food. got my Puma bag ready, got my shoes, socks, sweaters ready. heh, i feel like something's missing. zz.

this is a retarded post. i dont think i'll be updating soon. im gonna be pretty busy this week. outings all, haih. have to study yada yada, siapkan intro boardlah, heh, semangat sangat ah.

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i think status deserves to win Got To Dance UK, they were really good. although Akai won, nevermind, he's good but.. WHY YOU VOTERS CHOOSE EMILY TO BE IN THE FINALS WTF. status deserves to perform.

love ya guys :')

okay gonna eat and drink up some vitamin juice now.

till then! :D

Ashley Banjo is hot. teehee *giggles*

Promothings : Hello Kitty Journal

2010-11-21T01:59:00.000-08:00